Maggio 2000
For Jennifer Capriati, the past is the past -- over, done, end of story. The
new Jen is fit, focused, and finally ready to be the player she always new she could be.
Jennifer Capriati spanks a backhand down-the-line winner past Jimmy Brown,
head pro at the Saddlebrook resort outside Tampa, Fla. Even Brown, a former
tour player who has logged thousands of hours on court with Capriati over
the last five years, is impressed. But Capriati barely looks up as she
sidesteps pigeon-toed across the baseline to prepare for the next shot.
A Capriati forehand finds the top of the net and falls back. She slaps her
thigh in disgust, then wails with pain. The cause: a series of unsightly red
blotches that stretch across her legs, arms, and torso, the result of an
allergic reaction to penicillin that was prescribed to treat a case of strep
throat. The virus had pushed Capriati's fever past 102 degrees a few days
earlier, prompting her father, Stefano, to literally toss her into a tub of
ice water. This morning, he and Jennifer made a trip to the emergency room,
where she was given Benadryl spray to combat the pain and itching. And still
she insisted on practicing.
Capriati has had several weeks off since her semifinal run at the Australian
Open -- her best Grand Slam showing since reaching the semis of the U.S.
Open in 1991 -- and it's clear that she has spent a great deal of that time
working out. She's fit and trim (she says she's lost 30 pounds over the last
few years and now weighs about 130); her upper body is leaner, stronger,
more impressive.
After practice, Capriati hops into a golf cart for the short ride back to
her house. It was more than 10 years ago -- Oct. 31, 1989, to be exact --
that a 13-year-old Capriati, on the verge of worldwide fame, donned a
hillbilly costume, complete with blackened tooth and braids made to stand
upright with the help of a wire coat hanger, and went trick-or-treating in a
golf cart through the Saddlebrook grounds. Even when she upended the cart,
nearly causing herself and a passenger serious injury, Capriati shrugged it
off with little more than a giggle.
Capriati doesn't giggle anymore. She's 24, with a still-broad, toothy smile,
but now her laugh is easy, confident. Her hair is back to its natural dark
brown, with just a few blond streaks. Her nails are painted a vibrant red.
Her mantra over the past few years has been 'forget the past, live in the
now.' And with a newfound inner peace, not to mention a Sanex WTA Tour
ranking scampering toward the Top 10, Capriati says she has never been more content.
"Everything is real to me now," she says.
Capriati has been very reluctant
to do interviews since her comeback, but she's both engaging and forthcoming
on this occasion. "The way I am, what I'm doing, is real. Before, it was
a little fake. I was trying to fake that everything was going great and I
was happy and da, da, da, da, da. It even felt fake to me because I wasn't
content inside yet. Now it's what I am. It's good now. And even if it gets
bad again, that's fine, too."
The 'bad' part of Capriati's life is often told -- the years between ages 18
and 20 when she received a police citation for shoplifting an inexpensive
ring at a mall, mixed with the wrong crowd at Florida Atlantic University,
and spent two weeks in rehab after her arrest for marijuana possession at a
scuzzy Miami Beach hotel. Tabloid photographs -- repeatedly splashed on TV
screens around the world -- showed an overwrought, overweight Capriati in a
tie-dyed skirt with an earring in her nose.
"The worst part is what I went through afterward, with all the media
attention," she says. "Just the total reaction, my reputation going
down the drain. But I was a kid, and you're not supposed to know what's
going on. You've got to experience it. When you're older and you make the
same mistakes, then it's your fault. But I don't put the blame on anybody.
Basically, we're all human and we all make mistakes and don't know what we're
doing some of the time. So I can't go around blaming people. That's not
fair. Before I blame someone else, I'll blame myself."
Capriati has never fully disclosed what happened to her during those two
years away from the tour, not even to her mother, Denise, who has learned to
listen to her daughter without asking too many questions. Jennifer has
admitted to succumbing to peer pressure and making lots of wrong choices.
But she still feels strongly that she doesn't owe anyone an explanation.
"Just because I'm a tennis player and I'm a famous person, that doesn't
take away my rights as a private human being," she says, sounding more
weary than bitter. When it's pointed out that she did choose this life, she's
quick to add, "I know, and I accept that now. That's the difference.
Before I was so angry at the truth, that that's the way it had to be. But
now I realize, it doesn't have to affect my life."
Nothing has affected Capriati's life more over the last year than a
new-found work ethic that has been instilled by coach Harold Solomon, a
former Top 10 player who she hired just before the 1999 Lipton Championships
(now the Ericsson Open).
Her on-court results speak volumes. Capriati began the year 2000 by beating
No. 5 Mary Pierce and No. 1 Martina Hingis, her new neighbor and occasional
practice partner, at a Hong Kong exhibition. Two weeks later, she reached
the semis of the Australian Open before falling in two sets to eventual
champ Lindsay Davenport. By early March, Capriati was ranked No. 14, up from
a demoralizing No. 101 at the start of 1999.
Capriati steers past the small house that her family rented when they moved
to Saddlebrook in the late 1980s, past the front porch where she and her
brother, Steven, used to sit and dream of dueling pro careers. She winces as
she passes it. We reach the home that Denise and Stefano built not long
after Jennifer inked multimillion-dollar endorsement contracts before
turning pro. The house is golf-course-community contemporary, with a red
tile roof and a geometric glass design above the front door, a touch that
Stefano added a few years ago, after his divorce from Denise and her move
across the state to Palm Beach Gardens.
When the front door opens, two black labradors, Happy and Aries, bound out.
Inside, lush green plants jostle for space with huge, newly arrived cartons
of Fila clothing, tube socks spilling out across the coffee table. The
Capriati home is neither lavish nor ostentatious, but it's certainly
comfortable. Jennifer still lives with her dad, as does Steven, now 20 and a
Florida State University sophomore who plays on the tennis team and who
recently changed majors from communications to pre-law.
Surprisingly, the house isn't filled with Jennifer mementos. On one side of
Stefano's office -- out of view unless you enter it -- is a wall of framed
magazine covers and photos signed by everyone from fellow players to
Elizabeth Taylor. The pictures used to adorn the open-air den, Stefano says,
but have since been moved to a more modest spot. The wall of fame ends with
a giant collage from the 1992 Summer Olympics in Barcelona featuring a dour
silver medalist, Steffi Graf, and a shot of a beaming Capriati, gold medal
draped around her neck.
Capriati first tested the comeback waters in 1996, yet showed only
occasional flashes of brilliance (she reached the final in Chicago late that
year, upsetting co-No. 1 Seles before losing to Jana Novotna in three sets).
But in seven Grand Slam appearances, Capriati won just two matches. It was
the spring of '99 before she realized that if she intended to make a bona
fide comeback, time was running out.
"Basically, I had to make the decision of where I wanted to go and what I
wanted to do," she says over a lunch of tossed salad topped with grilled
chicken by a poolside cafe at the Saddlebrook Resort. "Was I going to be
in limbo like this all the time and feel like I was going nowhere, that I
was just kind of lost, trying to make it back but still not being 100
percent sure? But I didn't want to give it up completely. I wasn't happy
that way. So I just said, 'Well, I'm either going to try and do it the right
way or not do it at all.' Because deep down inside, I always wanted to come
back and play tennis.!"
Capriati's first step was to call Solomon, with whom she'd worked briefly in
1996 and again in preparation for the '97 U.S. Open. But Solomon had worked
Capriati hard, driving her to the point of exhaustion before advising her to
either dedicate herself to the sport or find another line of work. She had
responded by sulking, her already fragile ego taking yet another beating.
In December 1998, Stefano called Solomon. His response? 'If Jennifer wants
me, it's got to come from her.' By then, Solomon had all but decided to give
up coaching (he'd worked with Mary Joe Fernandez and Jim Courier, among
others) and move his family from Ft. Lauderdale to Colorado.
Three months later, his phone rang.
'We talked for two hours,' says Solomon, 'but [Jennifer] had me in the first
15 minutes. She said, 'I'm willing to work really, really hard,' and I knew
she had turned her life around. She's a wonderful athlete, so gifted
physically, and she has the ability to hit the ball so hard. All of the
coaches she's had have given her great fundamentals. She just needed to
believe that she was as good a tennis player as anybody in the world.'
Solomon began coaching Capriati on a four-to-five-week trial basis for free
(his terms). A major component of their deal is that one day a week,
Capriati must plan the entire day's workout. She may not like the added
responsibility, Solomon says, but he feels it teaches her leadership and
promotes a cooperative work environment. In the off weeks, Capriati still
works out with Brown at Saddlebrook, an arrangement that's paid for by the
resort. As Kevin O'Connor, Saddlebrook's vice president of sports, puts it,
'We've stayed behind Jennifer through thick and thin. We feel that it takes
a village to make a player, and we're Jennifer's home crew.' O'Connor
estimates the resort's contribution at $30,000 to $50,000 annually.
Another key member of Team Cap-riati is Karen Burnett, head of the fitness
program at the PGA National Resort and Spa in Palm Beach Gardens. While
taking Burnett's spinning class last spring, Jennifer took one look at the
instructor and decided, 'I want that body.'
Burnett has designed a program for Capriati that's fun yet strenuous. They
do everything from run three miles on a diagonal together -- crisscrossing
their way down the street to simulate the staccato movements needed on a
tennis court -- to weight-training at varying angles to increase upper-body strength.
'Jennifer always enjoyed working out,' says Burnett, who has become a close
friend and confidant. 'But now she's taken a more realistic look at herself.
She knows she can only play her best when she feels her best.'
The payoff, however, didn't come immediately. In her first three tournaments
under the new regime, Capriati was destroyed by Graf 6-0, 6-1 at Key
Biscayne, beaten soundly by Anna Kournikova at Amelia Island, and lost to
Serena Williams in Berlin, though she did take the first set of that match
to a tiebreaker.
Then came Strasbourg.
In this tune-up for the French Open, Capriati defeated ninth-ranked Nathalie
Tauziat in the quarterfinals and Elena Likhovtseva in the final for her
first tour victory in six years. Capriati jumped from No. 113 to No. 53, and
she rode that surge in confidence through the first three rounds of the
French Open before falling to Davenport in the fourth round.
Capriati's real breakthrough, however, came last September at the U.S. Open.
It was there, in 1991, that a 15-year-old Jennifer suffered perhaps the most
devastating loss of her career. Facing Seles in the semifinals, she served
for the match in the third set and twice came within two points of victory
before falling in a tiebreaker. Stefano says that match 'left scars' on
Jennifer, and by the next year, despite a No. 5 seed, she was ousted in the
third round by unheralded Patricia Hy-Boulais. One year later, the free fall
began in earnest at Flushing Meadows with an ugly first-round defeat at the
hands of Leila Meskhi of Russia.
But this was 1999 -- and a different Capriati. She entered the tournament
poised and supremely confident. In the first round, she dismissed former
French Open champion Iva Majoli, one of the few real friends she says she
has on tour. Next, she rebounded from a first-set loss to take out Seda
Noorlander, who'd beaten her at Wimbledon two months earlier. Then, amid the
buzz of a large Labor Day weekend crowd, Capriati knocked off Tauziat, the
No. 11 seed, in three sets. Even a fourth-round loss to Seles couldn't
dampen her spirits. Nothing could.
Until she walked into the interview room, that is.
Reading from a statement she says she'd prepared before the start of the
tournament, Capriati begged the media to forget her past indiscretions and
allow her to live in peace. 'Yes, I made mistakes by rebelling, by acting
out in confused ways,' the statement read in part. 'But I was experiencing
my adolescence. Most of you know how hard that can be. When you do it in
front of the world, it's even harder.
'Let me say that the path I did take for a brief period of my life was not
of reckless drug use, hurting others, but it was a path of quiet rebellion,
of a little experimentation of a darker side of my confusion in a confusing
world, lost in the midst of finding my identity. But I've put a great deal
behind me, moving forward in the right direction.... I feel like I've
started a new chapter in my life, and I need to leave the past behind.'
Capriati hoped that the statement would put a gag order on any further
discussion of the past, but when it instead led to even more probing
questions, she left the room in tears. Still, she doesn't regret her decision.
"It was more positive than negative," she says. "I know from now
on that everything I do won't always be interpreted the way I want it to be.
There's always going to be some negative about what I do, and there are
always going to be people who are against me and are going to say bad things.
There will always be critics out there. And I'm prepared for that; I know
they don't mean anything."
Capriati says that the change in her attitude has been 'a very long process,'
one that involved introspection, talks with friends, family, therapists, and
even some tour mates. Graf, who also grew up in the public eye and is no
stranger to personal chaos and media controversy, counseled Capriati not to
abandon the game for which she was so well suited.
Capriati now insists on having time alone to read (Memoirs of a Geisha is
currently on her nightstand), write (she puts down in a journal the feelings
she doesn't want to express out loud), and, perhaps most important, sleep (sometimes
11 hours a day). And she's dating: Xavier Malisse, a promising 19-year-old
player from Belgium.
Indeed, she's starting to see her cup as half full, not half empty. "I
had to realize that there were more good people out there than bad,"
Capriati says. "It started with family and friends. I had to believe that
they loved me and cared about me." She pauses. "First, I had to
believe in me, that I loved myself first. Then it started around my family
and close friends. I knew they were right, that they couldn't be wrong. So I
didn't believe these other schmucks anymore."
Family has always been the cornerstone of Capriati's life. When things began
to spiral out of control, the omnipresent Stefano, who for years served as
coach, motivator, gatekeeper, and spokesman for his daughter, was made the
fall guy. But it can't be said that he doesn't love his children. When
Jennifer went to Australia in January with Denise, he stayed behind with
Steven, following his daughter's results point by point on the Internet or
through long-distance phone calls to his brother in Italy, who was able to
get Jennifer's matches on live TV instead of tape delay.
'Jennifer is in my heart, even if she doesn't win a Grand Slam,' says
Stefano. 'Even if she doesn't win anything, I don't care. She's a champion for me.'
That wasn't always the prevailing public sentiment. Until last year's U.S.
Open, Capriati had not a single endorsement deal, having been dropped years
before by Prince, Diadora, Oil of Olay (remember those TV commercials?), and
others. At the first three majors of 1999 she wore outfits purchased off the
rack from local pro shops. But then, on the eve of Flushing Meadows,
Capriati's agent, Barbara Perry of IMG, arranged an 11th-hour deal with Fila
to provide her with free clothing, but no money -- unless she reached the
quarterfinals. Jennifer fell one match shy. But she now has a paid contract,
one that, if she meets certain incentive clauses, could be worth millions.
'A lot of people have asked me why I was willing to take a chance on
Jennifer, especially when no one else would,' says Jon Epstein, president
and CEO of Fila USA. 'But I believe in her. There's something about a
champion that's unique; you just don't lose that. Sure, she made mistakes.
So what? Everyone does. But now she's back trying to fulfill a dream. We
want to be part of that.'
So does her family. 'Just going through what she did really helped Jennifer
grow up,' says Denise. 'Sometimes you have to be humbled.'
Jennifer was in Australia, preparing for the 2000 Open, when she picked up a
newspaper and read about some young cancer victims who happened to be big
tennis fans. She arranged for four of them to attend the tournament as her
guest, to meet other competitors, even to sit in the players' box for her
matches. There was more to her gesture than met the eye. Early last year, it
was discovered that Steven had a tumor in his groin area. He had successful
surgery in mid-December, but the ordeal only reinforced the family's belief
that in the grand scheme of things, tennis is secondary.
It was also Down Under that Capriati realized how much support she has from
the players, something she didn't sense when she first returned to the tour.
Seles said it was 'great to see that smile back on Jennifer's face,' and
Davenport said before their semifinal that if she couldn't win the event,
she hoped Capriati would. Jennifer Capriati, an inspiration to other players?
"I think so," she says quietly. "A lot of players have felt the
way I felt, and even feel that way now. And when they see what I've
experienced or tried to overcome, they relate to it more. Because it's tough
for everyone. Everyone's got their own stuff to deal with."
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